I just wish..I don't know~Silversnake~

I have never been so hurt before then I have been lately. These past few days I have gone through alot. I haven't been sleeping, and I spent any time that i was alone crying. And there was no reason for it. It wasn;t worth it.

You ever start to care someone and see their true colors. Even though you were warned ahead of time. Yea well people can say they told me so. Because I didn't listen and I let myself care about this guy. For it I get burned. I hurt and he doesn't.

What is it with people and being so cruel so evil? I don't understand it. I look back on who i was 6 months ago and you know what I would beat myself up right now. Because I knew so much more then I do now. Yea we live and learn. But what happens when we lose some of our knowledge because we follow our feelings. And then gain it back the hard way through pain.

I just wish i was that girl that I was a few months ago. So much less scared and willing to face the world head on. Now I just want to crawl into my dark corner and wait till the light shines on my agian.

I don't know what I am saying here. Sorry i just needed to write. Regina

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