My bf #2 ~~Bugs~~

I wrote here before about my bf and told you all that he wanted to join a gang. The post is here if you want to see. http://www.unsolvedmysteries.com/usm328923.html

I told him that if he joined that I would leave him, so he didn't join. Now he thinks that i don't care about him as much as he thought before. He said that he thought I cared more, than if I did care a lot that I wouldn't just leave him.

I was really pissed at him. I hung up with him because I knew that if I talked I would scream. I've already told him that i can't be with him if he does something that is hurting himself. I care so much that I can't bear it. It's just something that is VERY negative and would get him nowhere in life. And I would never be able to just sit and watch. I would rather leave, in order to protect myself. I have to love him AND me.

I called him back and told him not to call me. I told him to think about how much I really care about him first. I want him to think about every thing I've ever said and done and make a descision on how much I care about him. I told him when he realizes HOW MUCH I LOVE HIM to call me. And I hung up.

But he hasn't called.

Was I too harsh? Did I do something wrong? If he doesn't know how I feel about him, I would just want to leave. Why would he want to be with someone who doesn't care?

I dunno what to do...

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