I adore the german author Hermann Hesse. When I discovered his stories I recognized that I use the same style of writing for my poems. He is yearning for death and on the other side he love the life, it's the same with me. On a snowy evening I bought a CD with the voice of Hermann Hesse. Back at home I laid on my bed, switched out the light and listened to the voice. I could look out of my window and saw a big tree and a dark blue sky in mysterious colour like I've seen in my dreams when I was a child. I listened to Hermann Hesse's voice and closed my eyes. The recording was made in 1959, Hesse died in 1962 and I recognized that I was listening to the voice of a dead person. Then he talked about getting older and he got the same point of view as I used in a story of mine, written long before I heard from Hermann Hesse. He said that the dead one could come back and that the living people can see through the eyes of the dead ones and that the living ones can see through the eyes of the dead ones. Then I felt a spiral in my head, as like as I feel when I'm drunk. But I was not drunk. I couldn't feel my arms, my legs. I couldn't recognize in what position I was laying on my bed. It was very dark, but warm. I thought that Hermann Hesse was coming to take me over to the other side. But I didn't want to die at that time because I have a happy relationship with my girlfriend. I said no, not now. But I wished to see through his eyes what he has seen long before. But I was scared to make the trip. So I decided to wake up. It was a strange feeling, but I'm happy that I could get in touch with the other side for a very short moment. How it changed my life:Because it happened yesterday I can't tell much about that. But I feel happy.
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