When the tears fall.

Jamie and I meet around April. it was love at first sight. So, we started dateing, the more I got to know him the more I liked him. So, About 3 weeks after we started dateing I moved in with him becouse I was haveing some family problems. While I was liveing with him we didn't have much money, But, That didn't matter. We was very happy. about, a week after I moved in our friend Justin moved in. I didn't like him much, But, Jamie didn't want to put him out on the street. Justin was a bad influence on Jamie, Right away Jamie started to change. He hardly ever went to work, and when he did go he thought that something was happening between Justin and I. After we were kicked out of our apartment, I moved back home. Justin and Jamie use to sneak in, and sleep in the house. One night they came home really late, So, They sleept in the barn. My dad woke up and seen a candle they had left burning, He called the cops. Jamie and Justian went to jail for the night. The next day Ja! mie was talking about going to South Carolina with Justin. The last time I saw him was at a friends house. The last thing that he told me was that he loved me and he would be back. He kept in touch, Untill the end of may. The last phone call I had with him he told me that he found a couple of other guy's and they we're all talking about going to North Carolina. He was suppose to call when ever he got there but, He never did. I think he fell into the wrong crowd, And he might be doing bad drugs, or he could even be dead. His mom doesn't care about him, Really none of his family does. I love him and want him back. Could anyone help me. I can't sleep at night or eat, I'm so worried about him!

Everyday I live with the sadness of my first love, The possiblity that I may never see him again breaks my heart. To know that he may even be dead, Scares me more then anything in the world.